A new year, a new start, a new me...

it's been a tough year for me. i've went thru a lot of 1st time, a lot of difficulties, lots and lots of problems...i wanted to b a new me, forget all those unhappy things, do whatever i want to do and what Jesus want me to do.

So, i deleted my facebook, and i'm goin to stop using my msn, however, i'll still be with my dearest blog =) 

i wanted to start a new life, with new frenz...i'm goin to study hard, try not to use pc when i don need to, not goin out often, except for weekends la...hehe

the most important, i want to be closer and closer to God... =) 

by the way, I am who I am, your approval isn't needed!!!

心痛

朋友的相处，伤害往往是无心的！在生活中，无论在好的朋友也会有摩擦！如果因为一点小事和误会，影响了大家的友情是多么不值得的 ！！

除了我，还是我...

从小就学会了不去相信任何人，因为不会有人相信你，所以总是一个人...
试着把身边的朋友拉近点，却被伤害...
对他们好一点，只希望能真心一起，却发现不能成为好朋友，因为原来友情如此脆弱...
算了吧，除了我，还是我...
躲在自己的世界里，
只要有你，
其它都不重要了...

上帝，真的谢谢你一直牵着我的手踩下每一步...

I just wanna be me...

i can't cry out loud, because it make me look like i am weak
i must be good to others, including not to be mad with anyone ever never....
whatever they want, i must try my best to fulfill it....

so...

being good, get scolded,
can't cry out loud, makes me can't even cry....
fulfilling it, makes myself tired....

so...

when am I going to be me again?
i mean the real me...the gal that is really laughing when she laughs, really been able to cry out loud to express her feelings, really can say no to whatever makes her goes really tired/exhausted....

dear God, I know you are always by my side and thx for that... =)

relax...

recover dy, then terus out play...walao...really very geng lo....hehehe

now relaxing at home, reading books, online, trying to think of the assignment that i need to do...
quite like the way...erm...life....i'm havin now...but still, a bit regret that i din choose the other way...anywayz, in life, you can't hav all the good things wif u rite? so, jus giv thanks 2 the Lord for whatever is in front, beside or behind you....

by the way, really like namewee's new song...hehehe

sick...

sick again...all bcoz of too busy and din take good care of my health...
but thx God...you put angels around me... =)
luckily nth serious happen....and i can hav 2 days off!!! hehehe...
so good luck for all frenz and family...take good care of your health!! ;)

Why...为什么？？？

This is the 2nd time i cried in front of my frenz...still can remember the 1st time is also nearly the same situation...it's all becoz u don believe me...you rather believe what ppl say about me and not to hear a word that i say...i don't even hav the chance to explain...that's why i kept all the things to myself...everytime i wanna cry, i stop myself...i need to try hard to smile in front of all of you, eventhough i wanted to cry...

依然清楚记得当初的你说我让你丢脸，在别人冤枉我的时候，你连一句解释也不听就判定是我的错，一直以来的不信任，我受够了！人生的每一步，都是为取悦你而走的，但每一次，你都认为我做的是错的，再怎么好，都不够好...哭，又能解决什么呢？只有换个角度看这世界，让自己勇敢地走下去...


因为主曾说，我总不撇下你，也不丢弃你。所以我们可以放胆说，主是帮助我的，我必不惧怕。人能把我怎么样呢？

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