Why...为什么？？？

This is the 2nd time i cried in front of my frenz...still can remember the 1st time is also nearly the same situation...it's all becoz u don believe me...you rather believe what ppl say about me and not to hear a word that i say...i don't even hav the chance to explain...that's why i kept all the things to myself...everytime i wanna cry, i stop myself...i need to try hard to smile in front of all of you, eventhough i wanted to cry...

依然清楚记得当初的你说我让你丢脸，在别人冤枉我的时候，你连一句解释也不听就判定是我的错，一直以来的不信任，我受够了！人生的每一步，都是为取悦你而走的，但每一次，你都认为我做的是错的，再怎么好，都不够好...哭，又能解决什么呢？只有换个角度看这世界，让自己勇敢地走下去...


因为主曾说，我总不撇下你，也不丢弃你。所以我们可以放胆说，主是帮助我的，我必不惧怕。人能把我怎么样呢？

希伯来书 13 : 5 - 6