Monday, February 8, 2010

I just wanna be me...

i can't cry out loud, because it make me look like i am weak
i must be good to others, including not to be mad with anyone ever never....
whatever they want, i must try my best to fulfill it....

so...

being good, get scolded,
can't cry out loud, makes me can't even cry....
fulfilling it, makes myself tired....

so...

when am I going to be me again?
i mean the real me...the gal that is really laughing when she laughs, really been able to cry out loud to express her feelings, really can say no to whatever makes her goes really tired/exhausted....

dear God, I know you are always by my side and thx for that... =)

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