有没有一个人，是你用尽了一生力气还舍不得将他遗忘?

爱情不再的那一刻，或许失意且悲伤，或许心痛，但我们仍毅然决然，彼此都很洒脱，就算只是坚强伪装，但那至少很漂亮吧！如此难得，何必因为那偶尔忆起的思念，破坏那一刻的回忆？
想念一个人，不一定要看见他的模样，不一定要听到他的声音。因为真实接触后，也许就是另一回事。
不要说我太爱梦想，但想象中的一切，往往比现实更美好一些，想念中的那个人，也比真的他更温暖一点。
或许思念好像非常遥远，但是却偏偏比现实更亲近一点。
思念很近，电话线的那一头，却好像很远，还是不打电话比较好。

在世上，
有没有一双手，握住了便不轻易放手
有没有一个肩膀，可以倚靠一辈子都有安全感
有没有一场拥抱，紧紧的让两个人再也不分开
有没有一种约定，是相约每一个来生都要和你相遇
有没有一段感情，深深刻在心里一辈子不会忘记
有没有一个人，是你用尽了一生力气还舍不得将他遗忘

天长地久，有多久，能给个时间吗？

I'm Back Again...

Jus back from NS this morning...really miz all my frenz in the camp...we've been through many things together and i really appreciate it. I'll alwayz treasure these memories, *muakz* love you all =) must KEEP IN TOUCH oh!!!

sumthing for yun,
you really look nice =) haha...you're the youngest among three of us but you act like a big sister to us, really happy if i hav a sister like you...you hav a good temper but remember try be good to yourself sumtimes...don always let people bully you...they'll take advantage if you do so...rember to take care of your health too...don forget your medicine arr~ and also, don always hear songs using loud volume...oh, eat well too XD

sumthing for juan,
you really look cute and eventhough u are the oldest but u really act like the youngest~ so cute la....take good care of your face o...haha...and help me to look after yun, k? she's really easy to be bully by others...by the way, you should also take good care of urself, don faint o...if you hav time, we can go out together when u guys are out of the "jail" =p oh, remember to find the song for me and also to help me get one of the cd...

sumthing for jasmin,
eventhough i don really like the way you do things, jus wanna let you know that you should really change ur temper...never talk to a fren like that, k? it really hurts~ she doesn't mean to do that and she said sorry to you but you're still talking to her like that...i'm sure if you keep going like this, you'll regret one day...

sumthing for wei er, wendy and yen,
really like you guys a lot... =)

CHARLIE the best~~~ =Þ

Here are the pic for my trip in UK, there's more at my facebook...

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Prison break to uk???

I got a three days holiday for Easter last week but i came to europe instead of staying in miri!?!? I remembered on thursday when i'm leaving the camp, mummy suddenly told me that she's going to europe and she wans me 2 accompany her, so here i am now, in london...last week we're at swansea, a small, quiet and beautiful town...or should i say city? i'm not sure of that =p but i like it there...we just arrived at london this morning...we went shopping after leaving our luggage at the hotel...we went to london's "ripley's believe it or not" took a lot of picture there...i'll be posting all those picture when i'm back in miri...then we went to have our lunch...after lunch we went to china town...we bought vk's maggi mee there =p we followed three malaysian to the LV shop as mummy wanna go there...she bought a purse...it's quite nice but it seems to be a bit big for me...lol...then we went to burberry and mummy bought a shirt for herself and a bag for us (we're going to share the bag), but we can't find any suitable cloths for daddy so we din bought any for him (sorry daddy...miss you!!) for dinner, we went back to china town...we hav buffet for dinner...finally we're back at hotel... =) we're going to cambridge on sunday and back on monday...should be arriving home on tuesday...going back to ns but they told me that i can't take holiday more than 1 week or i'll be consider as 1 who din finish ns and i might need 2 go back for ns some other time...i miss my frens....jasmin, xiao yan, wendy, wei er, rachael, hui juan, veronica...weird arr...how come i feel like wanna go back for ns now har??? =p still remember the 1st three days there...i kept crying non-stop...and now i wish 2 go back??!?!?

我还是我

刚从“监狱”里逃了出来，虽然三天后就要回了，但还是很开心能回到家里。
刚看完了朋友们的blog，发觉我进去的这两个星期，错过了很多...不知道下次回来我是不是就像原始人刚从山洞里出来呢？？？或许真地会哦...
说说我在里面的生活吧，其实也不是很糟糕啦，只不过...刚开始的第一个星期，我们完全没有水也！！！！结果狼狈的要到山下提水，而且还是半夜哦...更惨的是，我的宿舍在最里面，也就是说很远...超远的...也难怪很多人都情愿当逃兵...其实我刚进去的前三天也整整哭了三天，后来就没事了。我的房间里只有三个华人那就是我，丝云和惠娟。除了我们三个，我们还有另四个相依为命的朋友...wendy, jasmin, 晓燕和维儿。在这两个星期里，我们每天早上要上课，下午就等教练的指令，因为都没有特定的节目。每天就酱过日子...虽然这样，我们每个人都开始变黑了，脸上也多了很多的豆豆...哦对了，即使有水，那里的水也都是黄黄的，所以每个人才会开始皮肤不好...我应该是最严重的吧...T.T


发掘许多朋友都开始有对象了，我却开始相信，有爱情的人很幸福，没有的，也可以有一个人的幸福 =）我亲爱的朋友们，祝你们幸福哦！一定要长长久久！加油！！其实不管有没有，都要天天开心哦！！！还有，记得要保持联络！！！

Busy busy week...

Being soooo busy these days....going for check-ups, prepare for ns, prepare for my studies, apply for all sorts of stuff...duh....and damn!!the doctor don wanna approve my medi check-up!! coz my blood pressure too low....erm...i mean tooooooooooooo low....so i need to do the check up again tomorrow... and i might not be going to ns?!?!anywayz...it's a good news for me(don really wanna go 2 ns...) it's also a bad news coz daddy and mummy wan me to eat a lot of stuff to maintain my blood pressure(but at least those stuff are delicious) and my weight will increase very fast if i continue to eat like this...duh...
still haven start packing all my things and gonna pack them later...haiz...three months of no cellphone...how 2 survive har???



By the way, pls pray for Bong Jia Yi's grandfather, he is now in the hospital, wish that he could get better...eventhough we donno God's will on him, but i believe that God will hear our prayers...thx to all =)

别拿暧昧当爱情

据说现在很流行暧昧，朋友的事例太多：

你们认识很久，他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时，你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待，就连做梦都会笑出来，可是他就是什么也不说，你对自己说再等等，直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影，你震惊"不是...这是....那我是.....？"
　　
　　 在朋友眼里你们很登对，每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷，你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖，他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发，朋友关于你们之间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方。就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳，他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误会。你呆住了“误会？那么多人前的亲昵.....竟然是...误会.....？”
　　
　　 伤心吗？难过吗？痛苦吗？只是，谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？
　　
　　 这是个暧昧横行的年代，感情出现的第三个种类，比友情深比爱情浅游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧，是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战，谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复。是谁把简单复杂化？

　 其实说穿了
　　
　　暧昧，是可以推脱责任的游戏,没有承诺就无需负责;
　　暧昧，是勇敢者的游戏,无畏的人才能在角逐中进退自如;
　　暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。
　　暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。
　　暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。
　　暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。
　　暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。
　　暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。
　　暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。
　　暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。
　　暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。
　　暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。
　　暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。
　　暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。
　　暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。
　　暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。
　　暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？
　　暧昧是，每天大家都会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。
　　暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。
　　暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。
　 暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。
　　暧昧，是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永远不是终点站。
　　
　　我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方...





Ps: 在此奉劝朋友们，不要玩火，千万别搞暧昧，也别把暧昧当爱情！！

Tagged by Kenneth

Last beverage → Coke (eventhough i don like coke)
Last phone call → Eleen
Last text message → Eleen
Last song you listened to → 十年
Last time you cried→ Two weeks ago...

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → No
Been cheated on → Yes
Kissed someone & regretted it → No
Lost someone special→ Yes

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Yea...
Laughed until you cried → Nope
Met someone who changed your life → Yes
Found out someone was talking about you → Nop...
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ Not much...
Do you have any pets → Yep, two fishy...but one died jus a few days ago.... =(
Do you want to change your name → Nop, jus wanna add a christian name in front of it...
What time did you wake up today → 5.00am
What were you doing at midnight last night → still trying very hard to get myself to fall asleep
Name something you cannot wait for → Being with all my frens...
The last time you saw your father→ This morning
What's one thing you wish you could change→ My temper
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Never
What's getting on your nerves right now → SPM result!!!
What's your name → Jennie (this is the christian name i wanna add)
Elementary/Primary School→ SJK (C) Chung Hua Miri
Middle/Secondary School → SMK Chung Hua Miri
High School → Not yet~
Hair color → Black
Long or short → neither long nor short
Are you a health freak → Nop
or lefty→ Nop

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Form 3
First piercing → Form 3 too...
First best friend → Jesus
First sport you joined → High Jump
First pet → Dog
First vacation → can't remember when....

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Going to 2020 for breakfast wif frens...
Drinking → Maybe later...
Waiting → For the result!!!

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Sure
Want to get married?→ Don't really wanna get married if i cannot find a suitable guy & i hav a career of my own that can afford to raise me and my family...
Careers in mind? → Wish to be a psychologist but i don't think it will come true...so, going to be a teacher...

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → Never!!
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → Yes
Lost glasses/contacts → Nop
Ran away from home → Nop
Broken someone's heart → Maybe...
Been arrested → Impossible!!
Cried when someone died → erm...

YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → I think so
Miracles → Yes
Love at first sight → Not really...
Heaven →Yes
Kiss on the first date→ Nop
Angels → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Nop...
more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?→ Never
Do you believe in God? → Yes

I wanna tag all those who saw this post =)