Thursday, March 25, 2010

有一些人

有一些人,
貌似花心、其实很专一;
有一些人,
貌似坚强、其实比谁都还要脆弱;
有一些人,
貌似开心、可是笑容背后的哀伤,又有谁能懂...

其实很多时候,
这一类人都是在自我折磨。

明明很爱很爱对方,
却宁愿自己独自心痛,
明明很在乎,
却总是当作什么事也没发生过...

其实很多时候,
这一类人很好懂。

他们很害怕孤单,
因为一个人的时候,
他们会胡思乱想,
会想起那个没有结局的故事,
会想起那个模糊却又清晰的脸庞;
因为一个人的时候,
他们会觉得很没安全感。

他们的要求总是那么的低,
只要爱着的那个人陪着他们就好...

其实很多时候,
这一类人都很敏感,
很容易猜疑。
一个眼神、一个动作,
都会让他们神经兮兮一整天。

所以不要让他们恐慌,
不要让他们伤心...

其实很多时候,
这一类人都在感伤。
不是他们多愁善感,
只是容易触景生情罢了。

他们喜欢用文字来刻写他们的心情,
这也是他们的一种寄托方式...

其实很多时候,
这一类人都处在矛盾之中。

是继续还是暂停?
是放弃还是坚持?

看似感性的他们,
却往往于最后...
让理性驾驭整个思维...

其实很多时候,
这一类人总是活在过去。

他们总是不经意地在现在的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉,
虽然他们自我约定要忘记过去,
可是他们忘了,
过去早以在脑海根深蒂固...

其实很多时候,
这一类人害怕看见别人的甜蜜。

不是嫉妒,
只是会觉得和以前的自己好像,
然后会陷入整个回忆,
待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识,
再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口...

其实很多时候,
这一类人都很执著。

有时候不明白他们在坚持着什么,
他们是在期待那个没有结局的故事的结局,
还是在等待更大的伤害?
他们就是傻...

所以请用真心对待他们,
因为他们的心脆得很...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010



17 / 3

今晚的星星很多,很闪耀。
在看好小企鹅上岸后回酒店的路上,
看着星星,不自觉地哼起了S.H.E 的《无可取代》,
发觉曾经我们短暂的分开,
反而让我们各自都成长了许多。
一起经过的,
曾经错过的,
都成为了我们的回忆。
未来的路,
我们又会在那里?
忽然很希望有一天,
我们能手牵着手,
躺在草原上看星星聊天;
想有一天,
你牵着儿子,我牵着女儿,
一家人一起去旅行;
想有一天,
在我老了之后,
孙子问:“奶奶,你一生最爱的人是谁?”
我可以指着坐在摇椅上的你,
说:“他就坐在那里啊!”

我爱你...

jus updating my holiday...

14 / 3

after reaching sydney, went to Taronga Zoo for only 1 HOUR!!! Saw lions, 4 , but all sleeping =.= then saw the snow leopard, SLEEPING TOO!!!! then pass by the tiger's place, luckily it's "alive"...saw lots of cute animals after that....(can see the pic at my FB). after havin lunch at china town, went to The Rocks for the Captain Cook Cruise for 1 and a half hour. lots of yatch that day coz of the nice weather. felt a bit dizzy because of motion sickness...we walked to the operah house after that. i felt that i got "cheated" for looking at the "historical chair" which is only a ROCK chair!!! duh... then we drive pass kings cross, back hotel for check in. after taking bath, then went for dinner at hay market then, ZZZZzzzz.

15 / 3

have breakfast at hotel, then went to fish market. 1st time eating the "cute-cute" octopus. after that, we went to blue mountain. on the way, we stop at echo point, i donno why it is called echo point, i think because it will have echo when you shout??? but i din try la...hehehe. saw the "three sisters" there. when reach blue mountain, we go for the steeeeepest railway, then the 2 skyway trip. had our dinner at the casino...when entering, the security wanted to check my id, i was so happy that i look young...haha...but when i pass the security, one of the guy from our tour group, tell me that he thought me and my mother are SISTERS!!!!!! AAHHHHH!!!! ok....erm....where were we...oh, we went for the buffet, and it was nice...jus love the creme brulee...then we go back hotel for our bath....come out with mummy and went to IMAX for Alice in Wonderland 3D, very nice....then back hotel around 12 sumthing, terus sleep

16 / 3

wake up at 5.45!!!!! sooooo sleepy... after breakfast at hotel, we go airport. i slept till i reached melbourne. we went to victoria market, bought a lot of fruits(very cheap, taste nice too). then go La Porchetta for lunch. can't finish the thing...donno why....then we stop by a shop to buy nuts, nougat and honey. went to captain cook's cottage and eat ice cream AGAIN!!!(been eating it for the past few days). went to the shine of rememberence....it has a nice view...then check in hotel, terus sleep again...went out with bro and fren to hav dinner....japanese food...taste nice =) then go to look at bro's church. walk back to hotel along riverside....

ps: mummy "interviewed" the poor guy....and took photo as "evidence" ( the "evidence" is in FB)

17 / 3

went Chadstone for shopping, like the place a lot....then we went to a farm to milk the cow!!! hehehe...saw ppl shave the sheep, played with the whip and feed the kangaroo which is sleepy and lazy at that moment.... =.= then we went to philip island. had our dinner there, then had a walk at the beach....then go for the penguin( only about 15cm tall!!!!)

ps: one followed me in the toilet...sooooo cute!!! haha

18 / 3

go for the train!!!yeah! before that, went to feed the birds. then go to lavender farm....and again, the lavender ICE CREAM!!! hehehe. go for the wine testing after that. drank 2 glass =p my face turned pink in colour....(i think maybe it's red dy...) then go to c the flower. saw Alpacas, very cute and the fur is soooooo soft!!! went back melbourne for dinner.

ps: funny things happening everytime to bro...this time, he went to the wrong room!!!!! we're supposed to be in 615, but he entered the room 321!!! and for a few HOURS!!!! luckily no ppl back....HAHAHAHA

19 / 3

went to bro's house, eat lunch at his house(mummy cook, jus love the mushrooms there...)went shopping, went for dinner with bro's fren again, then back hotel. took a group photo, then head to airport, back kl then miri...




jus summerizing the holidays...hehehe....if don understand nvm...it's jus for me...hehe

Monday, March 8, 2010

Students~~~

Exam Exam Exam~~~~
It's all about examsssss.....

There is always the next examination around the corner!!

since young, we're taught to pass the exams and not to fail!
if u pass....you might not get anything or any praises from anyone, but if u fail....you'll be made to feel worthless!!!!

So....we become obsessed with examination...we studied hard just to pass it!

We're supposed to be studying for knowledge, but the only knowledge we learned is NOT to fail our exams!!!

Passing means success in the world and failure is unspeakable....

Saturday, March 6, 2010

点点点....

点规则:

① 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
② 请传给另外十个人
③ 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他,他被点咯!
④ 这当中的十位不得拒绝
⑤ 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
⑥ 这些被点名者,你们被点会受祝福
⑦ 不可回点哦,并且愿望会实现和得到幸福


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坐上幸福热气球,开始咯
幸福热气球:第一阶段

① 绰号:小猪(不过好久没人酱叫我了...)
② 星座:双子座
③ 生日:6月13日
④ 兴趣:唱歌、演戏
⑤ 血型:B型
⑥ 最宝贵的东西: 幸福
⑦ 最討厭的东西: 孤单

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幸福热气球:第二阶段

① 有喜欢的人吗:你说呢?
② 有交往吗:你干嘛要知道这么多?
③ 幸福吗:嗯!
④ 他很爱你吗:问他咯...
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么:选择自己想要的...

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幸福热气球:第三阶段

① 你被谁点:好像没有吧...自己无聊拿来玩玩罢了!不然...就...K9吧!
② 他是你的谁: 知己...哈哈
③ 他的个性是:超多愁善感的!!
④ 他长得怎样:还不赖...
⑤ 跟他认识多久:忘了有多久...
⑥ 你想跟他说什么:要努力的让自己变得更幸福哦!
⑦ 如果他变成你的情人:有可能吗???我说...不可能!!!!
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幸福热气球:第四阶段

① 最爱的音乐:Everyday I Love You
② 最爱的季节: 只要快乐幸福,什么季节都爱!
③ 最爱的卡通:超久没看了...
⑤ 最想去的国家:瑞士
⑥ 最爱的水果:葡萄
⑦ 最爱的饮料:珍珠奶茶!!!
⑧ 最爱的人:不告诉你!因为我相信他知道!
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幸福热气球:第五阶段

① 你很爱哭吗:不,就算有泪,也不让它流下来...
② 你很爱笑吗:不知道也...可能吧!
③ 你是很有信心的人吗:看情况,其实大多不会...
④ 你想要怎样的生活:充满惊喜...
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗:有时候还蛮讨厌的...
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗:废话,认识我的人都懂...
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗:喜欢看,不喜欢动...
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗:喜欢看,想要学,没机会...
⑨ 你很专情吗:不知道~自己不能判断~
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗:嘿嘿~不然你以为小猪的绰号哪来的?
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幸福热气球:第六阶段 开始点名

你们自己看着办吧!


如果你有三个愿望,Tell me your wish :
~变得更幸福
~变得很有钱
~最后一个愿望留给他...

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Exam week~

hehehe....
Exam~

nothin much,
jus like those days,
when we were....
stress??? or "stresssss" bout it????

used to play, talk, not listening, doin our own stuff in class...
even SPM, still play big 2 with frenz at canteen, not studying....
now....erm....eherm....still.....the same la...hehehe
the only difference that i feel bout this exam....
is....

we DONT hav a BOOK to study bout!!!!!!

and that's a BIG problem!!!!

no book, means NO last minute!!!!!

but....

same la....
this time only 4 subject nia...
sub sub the water...

ISIT????? =p

ARRGGGG!!!!!
HELP!!!!!
T.T

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

the day just started...

The sun rises again...
another schooling day...
preparing for the 2 mins public speaking and also seminar assignments...

Friendship is the topic,
i talked like myself.
he said it's great!
and thru me he can see,
serious but warming...

another task to go,
another day to learn...

Gender in terms of culture,
whether i'll finish it safely?
or being shoot by M16?
only God knows...

writing death note for next week's exams...
is it SS or LDS that kills??

no matter how,
it is always darkest before dawn...

in times,
i'll find my way,
i'll be there someday....