Friday, October 16, 2009

有感而发...

这个世界的颜色,谁都看不清,
曾经在我的记忆里,
它是有颜色的,已经忘了到底是什么颜色,
但现在的它,
只剩下黑白...
因为孤独的感觉,
因为太过疲惫...
有些事,
你越不想要它发生,它就偏偏要来,
当你希望它来的时候,
它却不见踪影,
这个世界就是这么的矛盾,
这么的不如你所愿...
有时候,
你知道他是为你好,
但当他的好过了头,
你就开始和他唱反调,
不是因为你不知道,
而是他的好,他的爱,已成为了你的负担...
可不可以有一天,
我可以自由的飞翔在这个天空,
虽然知道四周的危险,
却还是想自己去闯一闯,
无论结果是什么,
或许会变成后果,
我也愿意自己来承担...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

The star...

Star of friendship...
~For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me save and warm, I turn to you~
~I hope you got all the answers and you've come to understand, that people and things are always going to change, but no matter how, we will still be friends~

Sunday, October 11, 2009

其实我也很想哭


看着你哭红双眼,
其实我也很想哭,
只是早已习惯,
泪已不再流...

我望着天空,
让眼泪倒流,
不想在你面前,
卸下面具,
让你看到那个我...

你问我最近好吗?
我看着你微笑,
你说过的好就好...

故作坚强的我,
只是戴着面具,
在这虚伪的世界里穿梭着...

其实我们都一样,
太多的压力,
异样的眼光,
莫名的批评,
想逃,
却无处可逃...

很想哭,
却不可以哭,
因为哭了就表示你输了,
你比别人弱,
你被淘汰了...

所以我不让自己哭,
即使再痛苦、再难熬,
也不可以...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

New life?!

Jus moved out the hostel this sunday night, sweating all over after moving all the things to the car...and yet, i realised that....i'm good at packing!!haha...coz...i only got a box of things, a printer and a luggage full of clothes! and....erm....eherm....my roommate have....two box, one big luggage bag, a printer, a few bag of things...so many that we need to ask help from other ppl 2 help move it to the car...so lucky that we got aircond to sleep now =)
The second day, we went to school by aunt's car while still waiting for my car...but then still can't get it, coz the number not nice...
Today, came to school by aunt's car again, but back using new car!!!hehehe...so happy....but yet...found out that Sabah's car really really very kong bu neh....haha...nasib baik drive a lot at home town, if not, sure don dare to drive...
Now, with a new car, need to start worry about it...haiz...but still quite nice la...hehe =)
then next time can go yam cha with frenz le...hehe

Thx God! muakz =p

Sunday, October 4, 2009

再见!

又要跟我的小窝说再见了,好不舍得哦...
不过呢,我也快搬家了啦,搬出去后,就有车驾了啊!
但是...我想也不会很常出吧?!因为...某某人跟某某人有交待,不准让我常外出...惨~
而且...也懒惰去找车位啦...嘿嘿
离开家,要六个星期才可以回来,想想应该是我离家最久的一次吧...
不过厚...我不会很想家的啦,毕竟长大了,总要飞的嘛... =p

得去收拾行李了,沙巴见咯!XD

Saturday, October 3, 2009

真是月圆人团圆?!

早安!
今天是中秋节,先祝大家中秋节快了!
不过话说回来,想想看过、读过的中秋节诗句,为什么都是感伤的?不该是月圆人团圆,开心、快乐的吗?现在才发觉原来是这么一回事...

李白的《月下独酎》说出了一个人在中秋节,望着月亮独饮酒的心情...

王建的《十五夜望月》中的“今夜月明人望尽,不知秋思落谁家”说出了秋天的感伤,人心里的空虚...

你们都最熟悉的李白《静夜思》也写了“举头望明月,低头思故乡”,人思乡的情绪...

而李商隐的《嫦娥》是我的最爱,诗中的“碧海青天夜夜心”也说出了嫦娥孤独的心声...

杜甫的《月夜忆舍弟》中,“月是故乡明”说出了他思乡的情绪...

苏轼的《水调歌头》,也就是邓丽君唱的《但愿人长久》,在诗词中也含带了莫名的感伤,作者思乡的情怀...

中秋节,有太多的诗词,太多的诗句,但却几乎都是感伤的...当你不在家乡过中秋时,你才会有“独在异乡为异客,每逢佳节倍思亲”的感触...
不过,无论如何,愿大家都能月圆人团圆!!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

送给你几句值得深思的话...

  1. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift...
  2. Love is, when you take away the feeling, passion and romance, and you find out that you still care for the person...
  3. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us...
  4. Dream what you want to dream, do what you want to do, go where you wanna go, be what you wanna be, coz you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life...
  5. Always put yourself in others shoes, if you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person, too...